Archives For Doubts

We Are Vulnerable

Tim Jackson —  April 22, 2013 — Leave a comment

If last Monday’s events at the Boston Marathon reminded us of anything—it’s that we’re all susceptible to some form of attack or injury, be it physical, financial, emotional, relational, or spiritual. We all suffer wounds as we navigate through life.

To be vulnerable means we are susceptible. The Latin root for the word vulnerable is vulner[are] meaning, “to wound.”

When I get into my car to head home after posting this blog I will face vulnerability. I could be hurt, maimed, or killed in a senseless car accident on the way home. That’s my reality–my vulnerability. It may not be at the hands of a madman with a bomb or an airplane diverted into a building. Instead, my wound might be inflicted by a careless teenager texting while driving. Wounds inflicted through no fault of our own are devastating no matter how, when, where, what, or who the source is.

No one can predict the future with any kind of clarity. I want to see things coming at me so I can prepare and protect myself and those I love from them. But I haven’t been given that kind of clarifying vision.

We are vulnerable because we live in a hazardous and hostile world. And that’s a frightening thought.

But how will we choose to deal with our fear? Some of us may become hypervigilant, seeking to minimize or eliminate all danger. Others choose to deny that we’re vulnerable–creating the self-induced illusions of invincibility or false security. Or we learn to depend on Someone greater than ourselves who will help us face with courage and grace anything that threatens to harm us.

The writer of Psalm 56 was David. Israel’s beloved king knew firsthand what it was like to be vulnerable in the presence of his enemies. Later, when he remembered those terrorizing events, he penned these words: “When I am afraid, I will trust in you. In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid. What can mortal man do to me?” (Psalm 56:3,4)

When I’m vulnerable, I need to remember that I’m not alone in my vulnerability. And neither are you. As God was with David, He is with us.

October Baby

Jeff Olson —  January 31, 2013 — Leave a comment

Over the weekend I watched the film October Baby. It tells the story of a college-aged girl named Hannah whose world is turned upside down after she discovers she is the adopted survivor of a failed abortion.

This story about a girl whose life almost wasn’t is a powerful film on forgiveness. Hannah had to wrestle through strong bitter feelings and forgive several people before she could move on with her life.

The film’s grace-filled, non-condemning treatment of Hannah’s biological mother, who had attempted to abort her, was also a surprising breath of fresh air. Women who suffer the heartache of having had an abortion may find watching this film to be a very healing experience.

Something Hannah’s adoptive dad shared with her near the end of the movie also stuck with me. Hannah’s discovery and search for her birth mother caused a lot of tension between the two of them, which he often didn’t handle well. As they stood next to each other at the graveside of the twin brother Hannah never knew she had, her dad confessed,

“It’s not that I don’t trust you. It’s that I’m trying honestly to learn to trust God again.”

Leaving things we care about in God’s capable and loving hands is a most important lesson for us all to learn.

Do you ever have difficulty believing God will do what He says he will do? Does the unpredictability of God bother you at times? If so, then you are among those who struggle with their faith. Just remember that struggling doesn’t mean giving up on one’s faith, just that it’s and on-going battle that requires “walking by faith.”

Join us as Gene Getz explains some of the reasons why men might not enjoy being a part of a church community.

Christians can sometimes feel guilty about struggling with their faith. Join us as Gene Getz describes some biblical examples of those who struggled in their faith, and learn how God continues to love you, even in the midst of your questions.

Many Christians believe that if they wrestle with doubts that their faith is weak. Could it be that the opposite is true? Too many Christians aren’t challenged to test their faith by asking tough questions. The fear is that they will somehow abandon the faith if they question it. In reality, however, an untested faith is a faith without deep personal convictions.

Many have been taught the tenets of their faith from childhood. But faith that is untested is often frail. Doubts are the friend of faith because they become the fertile soil in which true convictions grow deep roots. True character grows in the presence of adversity. Genuine convictions grow in the context of wrestling well with doubt.

Trusting in someone who is unseen is a major hurtle for people of faith. While trust is an issue for everyone to some degree, trusting in someone you’ve never seen can feel insurmountable at times. Taking the risk of taking the invisible God at His word is the ultimate request of faith from the God of the Bible.

Join us as Gene Getz shares how God reveals Himself to us through creation and His Word, the Bible. Learn how you can build trust in the one true God.

Trusting an book from the ancient world to provide wisdom to live life in the modern world seems irrational to many. So what makes the Bible worthy of that kind of trust for millions over thousands of years? There has to be more to the story than it’s just a “good book.” Who wrote it makes all the difference.